The Hardest Part of Blogging So Far

It’s almost been a year since I dropped my fear and insecurity of making Youtube videos and writing a fashion blog. I honestly didn’t know that I would make it this far, but I did!

I never thought that the hardest part of blogging would actually be the hardest part. Or this might be the hardest part of my life. I’m 19 years old and I don’t go to college (what a shocker according to the college-after-high-school-stigma is up everyone’s asses). I work a part-time job which brings me the money I can just survive on. I’m a NYC actress losing passion and who can’t book an audition for the same 3 NYC TV shows: Homeland, Law & Order, and Blue Bloods. And I’m a fashion blogger and Youtuber. And I get judged, questioned, and stepped on.

So, I guess the hardest part of blogging, in my opinion, is dealing with the typical comments when you tell people you’re a fashion blogger, responding to comments like “and you make money off of that?” in which you respond to “well…not yet…exactly…uhmm…” or comments like “wow, you must be really into yourself” or the classic “you should’ve just went to college”, all while trying to say “fuck you” without actually saying “fuck you” with a smile and a pseudo-confident walk-away.

All I know and all I feel is whatever the fuck I’m doing right now is right. Or maybe it’s wrong, but this little gig certainly makes me happy. That’s all that matters, right?


  1. Cris
    Saturday, November 11

    That is right. Follow your dreams because if you don’t you lose yourself and that is really sad. I have been there. It is my life It is my decision. Love your blog you are doing an amazing job. Have a lovely weekend. xoxo Cris

  2. sheene
    Saturday, November 11

    Wait wait wait you auditioned for Homeland?? That’s like my favorite tv show, next to game of thrones!

  3. Courtney
    Sunday, November 12

    Girl don’t listen to everyone. You’re rocking it, and doing great. They are just jealous because you’re an icon.

    Wednesday, November 15

    yessss to doing what we love!!

  5. Jacqueline
    Friday, November 17

    People can be clueless 😛 Nevermind what they say. I love your blog; keep up the fantastic work <3



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